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Pastor of Muppets (Emmy)
Absinthe Mafia Username: Emmy
Post Number: 98 Registered: 9-2001

| | Posted on Monday, April 28, 2003 - 2:33 pm: |   |
happy pomes will die a horrible stinky death in this thread! die happy poem happy poem die die die poem die happy werd! |
Marc Chevalier (Chevalier)
Absinthe Mafia Username: Chevalier
Post Number: 1243 Registered: 11-2001

| | Posted on Monday, April 28, 2003 - 10:53 am: |   |
Calling all happy poems ... please step up to the mike. |
Althea (Rosietwobears)
le Vicomte Username: Rosietwobears
Post Number: 57 Registered: 10-2002

| | Posted on Monday, April 28, 2003 - 2:39 am: |   |
Phantom Itch Scratched until I bled Torn skin - no relief, Balled fists pounding limbs Anything to soothe It's under the skin, deep down in me, part of the flesh itself; That morphine itch reminding me of car wrecks and lost weekends. - R. Althea Metz © 2002 R. Althea Metz Discoloration white tile red splatter black mass in grey matter brown eyes blue moods flesh foundation on yellowed bruise orange sky scarlet sin pink scars mar purple skin - R. Althea Metz © 2003 R. Althea Metz Absinthe maketh the heart grow fonder |
I like mustard (Head_prosthesis)
Absinthe Mafia Username: Head_prosthesis
Post Number: 3354 Registered: 1-2001

| | Posted on Monday, April 28, 2003 - 12:53 am: |   |
Pain is cool. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My momma has a secret hobby, she told me not to tell a soul. She carves tattoos into her body but to die is not her goal. She takes a nail and makes it hot and puts the flat part on her skin. I really wish that she would stop but the nail goes deeper in. Sometimes she takes a cigarette and burns a pattern on her arm. My daddy hasn’t noticed yet. She tells me that she’s in no harm. A knife is pressed onto her breast and the cutting has begun. As her blood leaks I protest, the words she’s carved read “Trust No One.” My momma has a secret hobby, but tells me that she’s doing fine. She doesn’t know that with my body her bad habits are now mine. -J. Scott |
Pastor of Muppets (Emmy)
Absinthe Mafia Username: Emmy
Post Number: 97 Registered: 9-2001

| | Posted on Sunday, April 27, 2003 - 11:51 pm: |   |
ooh a pain thread... ok, here's another one i was typing up earlier... Live By the Pen, Die By the Pen, 01Nov93 I'm begging for salvation on an empty marble stand All is dark. My loving angel stands before me with a shotgun in her hands I kiss her feet and ask for my punishment I am born She puts the barrel to my forehead its touch like a cold loving kiss pulls the trigger I am forced out of myself and see myself skull exploding in a bloody mess chunks of hair and bone and flesh brains flying out into the darkness the body falls limply to the ground after death convulsions She bends down, gun still smoking runs her fingers through the palpitated mess I see an eye She holds it up for me I see myself falling to my knees I'm begging for salvation on an empty marble stand All is dark. An angel stands before me dressed in black her face is white as snow eyes... colorless but deep and love I know this place and ask her why She kneels forward opens box at feet, a blade She hands me a jewel encrusted dagger turns around I stab her in the back and see the blade pierce through my chest glinting red I am born She puts the barrel to my skull I know I close my eyes and wake again I'm begging for salvation on an empty marble stand All around lay the bloody mangled corpses of my family and friends My hands are stained red with pain a hunger deep within I bite tearing at my wrists the blood flows free All is dark. I see an eye She holds it up for me I see myself falling to my knees I'm begging for salvation on an empty marble stand looking in the mirror tears falling like rain from strange uncaring eyes shut out the world systematic failure of emotion I fall from the stand deep into eternity where I am nothing never was now is forever, doesn't matter permanent insignificant reality All is dark. I raise the barrel of the shotgun its cold steel kiss like salvation upon my forehead I look into the mirror smiling pull the trigger empty click... as always, something is missing falling always falling mind in darkness all is gone I am born I'm begging for salvation on an empty page writing with an empty pen from an empty heart where once there was pain now, only words remain again: salvation. c. 1993 Emiliano Lee |
Josh Eads (Virucidal)
Paysan Username: Virucidal
Post Number: 1 Registered: 4-2003
| | Posted on Sunday, April 27, 2003 - 11:12 pm: |   |
I like my pain. It keeps me warm. I hold it as the mother does the Babe. I like my pain. I wield it as the sword. It is mine to keep. I am a rat. I am a worm. I am the floor you walk on. I am the filth. I am the unborn killed without the spark. I am the flightless bird in the nest. I am the executioner's blade. I am the screaming women abused. I am the wandering child left alone. I am a screaming violent death. I am roadkill left to rot. I am you. I like my pain. neverending a constant stream sorrow for all to see. Take my hand a sparkling light My pain for you will be. I like my pain as I like you.} |